mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Rise and Fall

Isn't that what life is sometimes? Giving you false hopes. Temporary bliss and then its down down down.

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Random random.
Dad says my shit is big because I'm full of rubbish. hahah!
He said this because the dumbass toilet dont wanna suck in my shit.
okay whatever. unnecessary details huh!

Anyway, i've missed out on ALOT of updating shit.
Dont run away okay, my dear readers ):

Oh yes, I've decided to stay in diaryland.
Its just like that cliche phrase, "I'm not a girl, not yet a woman."
I feel like I'm still have the kid in me, and staying in my comfort zone is so much a better choice, than in LJ(even though its cool). Its different in LJ.
Anyway, ONE DAY LJ. Wait for me bitch.

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I went to escape with Jane darling and some Tommy pervy guy :s *protects my innocent jane*
Oh yes, Jane! I still owe you the pic you took with my mum. HAHAHH assss.
Escape was booorrring, but I went because I could get free tickets, and guess what!
I won a stupid red devil toy.

I wanted to act like a saint, so I turned and asked this little boy, "Do you want my toy?" :D
And he was like, "Eeeee dont want"
:|

WAH LAU. sdlkgjsdlkgel
Just accept it man. pfffft. It'll be added on my good deeds list and I can fulfill my fantasy of being a princess in my next life right?!
tsk. kids nowadays.

Anyway, Jane and I decided to self-entertain ourselves on rides so guess what we did?
Yep, you guessed it. effing retarded.

*we get into our seats*
Ride's about to start..
LL: omg omg omg. IM SO SCARREDD *holds tightly onto the railing*
Jane: ah ah ah!
(okay whatever)
But we were warning little kids and grown ups that the rides were so scary.
hahaah
We were screaming stuff like,"MAY GOD BLESS ME!" "AHH MAAA! MUMMY! AH GONG! BUDDHA! GUANYIN!"

We spent like an hour or 2 there, and we decided to head off and go for Timo's ROCK GIG doooood!
Loads of screaming and metal stuff, and our ears were hurting like crap.
Timo's band rocked :D and they called his group and asked them to play for them, and how much they charged!! ahhh

TIMO ROCKS THE SHIT OUT OF THE GUITAR MAN.
HE'S THE NEXT GUITAR GOD.
or erm at least in singapore right.
But timo's awesome :D
Seriously.

After that, we spent 2 effing hours just walking here and there to get drinks, ice and cups.
And when we finally settled down to drink, it was like what? 11?
HAHA! Abel was like, "Why do we have so much trouble just getting stupid drinks"
hahah!

I made 3 new friends and they sent me back home. haha
They were like high and drunk and they were mumbling shit here and there.
And one of them(oh yes, sean) couldnt stop calling me LIMING :|
So I just kept whacking his head.
oh well.

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First day of school was not bad a start!
Christian, Ben and ANGEL(wooo!) and I headed to some museum and we made stupid zombie vids and took pictures.
Chilled at LJS, sketched and played BLUFF.
hahah Angel's one funny crap man.
She called out 4 smth, and put out 3 cards.
like wth are you thinking angel!

There you go! ANGEL.

She keeps me sane during lessons cos she gets drunk on air with me.
hahaha
yay for angel right?
And we have the sam MACBOOK MODEL! wooo. not that mine came.. but you know,soon.
And angel, you're skinny okay.. shut up.

So anyway, my class is one hyper class and everyone's really lame.
So lame that sometimes I don't even know how to react :
But yayyyy, Jo and I grouped hugged(with invisible Qin Yi) today. yayyy both of them are like small sized and its so cuuuuteeeee. heh ;)

A few of us on boat quay.

OH YES. We have to go to boat quay and draw the scenary :|
Like wth!
Peggy was like, "I don't wanna talk about the boat quay drawings" and I was like, "Thats the way man, thats the way."

In boat quay haha!

You guys must be thinking like, omg so cool, we get to draw everyday.
YEAH RIGHT.
Its tiring to draw EVERYDAY and the work piles up all the time. its so stressful.

I feel like strangling Pei Xin. Should've done that pffft.

This is our Drawing Essentials class, and eh! Minda and I combined class.
wooo and his class guys are funny and nice (:
They invited me on outings with them okay! hahah maybe because I'm sucha busybody but still right..

Had to draw dead insects and I drew a cricket :

On the way to completetion.
hahah my drawing's like so ugly right.
wtf i tell you, this is like one of the best i've done man.
THATS HOW AWFUL MY DRAWING IS. pffft

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I've been slowly witnessing people breaking down, and I can tell from their eyes that they're really stressed up over work that has been given to us.
Even though we study only 2 subjects a month, the workload can get so heavy, it can make one feel so alone and demoralised.

I fell under that spell in the first week, and I guess, one by one, we fell.
And still is falling.
Maybe its this whole new environment that we aren't used to.

But I can definitely feel the big difference between a poly environment and a JC environment.
The JC environment isn't as close knit, while in poly, you're pretty much on your own which can be so sad at times ):

It took me a few days to get used to this.
To feel the sense of independency and not having to depend on your friends much.
Maybe its only me, but I feel like I'm not pretty much close to anyone in my class, we're just classmates.
Of course I do want to have a close group of friends in this 3 years, but somehow, it just doesn't feel like its gonna happen.And I wonder why too.
So for now, I'm only with my old friends (:

Anyway, there isn't much time to mingle around anyway. Or maybe its because we're all still stuck onto our secondary school days.
But I gotta keep this in mind.
I'm in TP TP TP.
Gotta give my whole.. right?

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Raaaaah.
Presentation's on monday and I haven't done much other than the dumbass essay that had to have a big makeover last night.
Drama later at 6 o clock with Serina :D
Going over to Jane's tmrw and make a new friend whom I'm going to HK with wooo! and prepare Mother's day gift of course
And MOTHER'S DAY ON SUNDAY.
I gotta meet up with MOLULA on monday, sorry ben I can't catch Spidey with you guys! :(

Now, where do I find time to do my work?!

4:10 p.m. - 2007-05-11

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