mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Just so sick about it

Hmmm sometimes human nature can be so funny right!
Ironic and contradictory.
But shan't go into too much details.
Its much too tiring to keep explaining and accounting for every damn thing I say.
Thats why I'm gonna keep mum from now on.(and because I'M TIRED. yawn.)

Well, I think I've decided and I should just stick to it.
People tell me friends come and go in your life.
And remember what I say?
The real ones stay.
So we'll just have to see won't we?

And oh to Jeanie, I know you're not in the right mood, but I guess if you've any doubts, the only person you'll have to get to is me and me only.
Things changed, yes, but errrm (so anti-climax) ok anything just msg/call me.
We've been sending wrong signals for far too long.

Thanks carin for talking to me. ITS GREAT THAT WE CAN RELATE SO MUCH yesss.
I don't know how to feel about next week.
Part of me dont want it to come but.. part of me wants to because of posting ugggghh.
Dammit.
There goes my heart again.

You know, we've all been talking about next week.. But I just know somehow that we'd all split up again and start hanging out with our new friends like how we're hanging out with our OG now.
Damn.

I don't know anymore.

Abel said this today.
"If Teriyaki Boy becomes my girlfriend's bestfriend, I'll make sure he'll lose his BESTFRIEND"
*points south!*

LMAO.
Abel is damn funny.
No one can deny that.
He's damn funny.
And I think he wants to whack me up someday cos sometimes I can get too damn retarded for my own good :P

I WATCHED THE TRAIN "TERRORIST" VID TODAY ITS DAMN FREAKING HILARIOUS.
hahahah
we're gonna do our own rendition tomorrow :D
Abel's ideas are alksjdalsifuas hahahahahahaah.
okay okay. Carin's making me panicky.
i cant think properly.

You know, if I were to say that I like soccer a year or two ago, everybody would've laughed at me.
Well you know what, I am interested in soccer!

And I wanna learn those smooooth tricks yo.
Like juggling the ball and so on and so forth.
I learnt the term crossing today ok!
weeeeeeeeeee
And I juggled it like 4 times in a row.
Accomplishment of the day.

And this in turns lead me to another small train of thought.
Don't let anyone bring you down with comments like, "OMG ARE YOU SERIOUS. are you sure you can do it. omg are you for real"
Well, don't be too quick to retaliate ;)
Act humble, go practice and PHWWOWARR, show off to them.
Do yoself proud yesssss! :D

MOLULA outing today and everything felt good for once. :D
I felt really crappy and happy at the end of the day,especially with it ending with me eating moomoo and the rain falling heavily.
heaven.
So cold so cold. Another excuse to get a hoodie and a cardigan.

Cant wait for moreeee.
This is getting better.
All it takes is time and loads of patience.
(esp for the zara top grrr. ok so irrelevant)

I remember lynn was telling me that there are just some friends whom you may not contact on a daily basis, but when you do, it seems that the time you've spent talking makes up for what was lost.
And I guess this made me feel better as I know maybe what I've decided on is a much better choice.
You gotta let go sometimes,maybe it'll come back.

Its true.

What goes around comes back around

11:22 p.m. - 2007-02-28

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