mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Way to go,bitch

Call it a moodswing, but sometimes, I just want to go around and tell everybody, FUCK YOU.
fuck you, fuck you and FUCK YOU!

Don't start with your corny jokes or whatever.
I can call myself whatever I want to, but you don't have any rights to call me whatever I called myself(unless I asked you to.)
okay this is so not relevant to what I was saying.

Last night I was panicking like mad because I realised that the deadline for the JPSAE and JAE was TODAY. AT 4.
TODAY DAMMIT.
WHY TODAY.
I had to skip school for this.
And I didn't want to because this might be my last day because I had plans to go get a job dammit.
stupid stupid stupid.

I slept only at 2, woke up early in the morning, felt like a mess again when I couldnt find my JAE pin.
I called the school twice. I called my mum. I called the MOE. blah blah blah.
Only to realise that my JAE pin(pain in the ass) was in my results slip.

I was talking to myself the whole time.. And I realised that hey, what I said was true.
Things were too good to be true.
God did take away things from me.
Things precious from me.
I knew it was all too good to be true.
Blame it on my stupidity or plain naiveness.
I thought it would last.

But no,things don't when reality slaps you in the face.
Results aren't everything?
Think again
Without that shitty slip of paper, you aren't gonna get anywhere.
Unless you're like bill gates or something, otherwise FORGET IT.
FAT HOPE.

But you know what, everything's my fault in the end.
My problems are my faults.
Vicious cycle.

You know, I think I'm PMSing.
DONT FUCKING ANNOY ME OKAY.
Stop it with results. Stop it with whining about where to go, what to do. just stop it.
I don't want things to screw up any further.
and it applies to E-VERY-BO-DY.
Don't think its directed to anyone, its to the general.
Go.cry.

Happy valentine's day people.
(Yes i'm very bitchy right now.)

12:24 p.m. - 2007-02-14

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