mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Deciding poly courses can be a little frightening at times.
I hope I get into my first course, because its the one and only. Its like.. the ultimate.
God bless me.

Read irwin's blog and.. eh! Thanks for getting inspired by me. hahaah
okay so weird.

Well a note to quiet(heh!yes,thats you irwin)..
I know facing up to reality is not a very pleasant thing to do.
But look around you, I know I'm in no position to advise you or whatsoever,but as a friend, I'd tell you to carry on with life.
Don't let this obstacle get you down on your knees,because in future, we're gonna face even worse ones.
And what doesn't kill you makes you stronger(this quote is so overrated. gosh) right!
Everyone especially my malingshu(ok yours too) will be behind you all the way no matter what.

Losing hope in life, is already losing half the battle in life.
Life's not a war.. but its about fighting for your own rights and for your own life.
Sounds scary and so war-ish.
(omg wth am i saying)

Everybody's life has a balance,and its just how you weigh it.
Of course different people have different opinions on their balancing scale.. but finding contentment in the little things you have in life is very easy if you sit down and really think about it.
Look at the people around you.
I think you're blessed to have all these people around you, supporting you all the way.

And how often do you find friends like them right!
And no doubt, everyone's gonna go into their different directions in life..
But if you're afraid of getting under the wrong influence, then be firm with yourself and stay true to yourself.
LL is here to help okay :D
Malingshu's friends are my friends.hee

You know, its weird how I can concoct all these theories and logics..
My mind's a freaky yet awesome place to be okay.
My mind zaps like electricity.. here I go again.
Rambling and rambling.

This morning I woke up,finding myself much happier than the past few mornings.
Maybe its because I was looking forward to chilling at nessa's house and be who I am again.
Not the emo gloomy kid that had overtaken me.

But nonetheless.. I'm still very much disappointed with myself, just that I had a reality check and like what my dad says,I gotta sharpen my weapons now to prepare for the war.ROAARRR

Choosing the courses with my parents tonight made me think twice about myself.
How reluctant I am to open myself up to other courses.
How stubborn I can be.
I tell myself all the time not to be narrow-minded, but to free up my mind.

People tell me to follow my heart.. but its so easy to say stuff like these when you're not in the situation huh.

I know I owe you guys pictures but its like brain overload mannzzz.
Maybe when I'm really free(which I doubt i'd be) then I'll do all these stuff.
Oh yes, I'm not heading to Japan anymore :( stupid tour people arent enough. grrr

CNY's coming and I gotta be all happy and red and yes, that also mean spring cleaning people!
Remember to visit each other's places kaaay :D CANT WAIT YO!
I love angbaos(who doesnt?!?oh, aunties and uncles dont.) and loooads of food.
yummy yummy food.

On a side note..
I need a camera(asap ahhh)!
And tell me, which girl doesn't want more clothes?!
Oh yes, and a new phone.

There's always one reason, to feel not good enough.

11:18 p.m. - 2007-02-12

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