mizmich's Diaryland Diary
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Just fall..
Life can feel so empty at times like this.
Yes, I've been an emo kid for these past few days and you're probably asking me not to cry over spilt milk.
How can I not when the milk's like gold?
The school announced that the highest scorer was a 10 pointer(congrats anyway) and my tears just fell..
Our class was probably the one which cried the most.
Its so heartbreaking.
All these grades just sealed our fate instantly.
I sometimes wake up and wonder what's there to do.
Whats there left.
Of course I'm not suicidal..
I just didnt live up to my expectations.
And it was definitely a far cry from my expectations.
My mood isn't at its very best, and it could be at one of its lowest.
But somehow the people around me make me feel loved and cared for.
I know you guys are bad comforters(snickers) but thanks for trying anyway..
It means much much much to me and I definitely need it.
Readin all your msges just makes me wanna cry..again
You don't know me
You don't even care
You don't know me
You don't wear my chains
Just the night before I took my results, I dreamt of being chased after again.
It just means that life's at another turning point.
And I had a hitch that I wouldn't be staying in SA..
Yep, I'm trying my very best right now for NP's mass comm :D
Mass comm mass comm all the way yess?
And yes I'm still pretty upset.
So dont aggravate me.
I went for a haircut today!
Sat at the bloody salon from 5 till 9 :|
Don't ask why.
It was overcrowded.
Anyway, I needed a change of hairstyle.
Its boring yo.
And since I'm heading towards a poly route, I'm considering a dye job!
Woooo.
I got pretty pictures of ppl with really wicked hairstyles and dye jobs :)
On a random note, guess what made me happy today?
Looking at pictures like these..
Hello jane and nessa!
Whoa so scary sial.
OHMAHGAWDJANEWTHAREYOUDOING
Happy donut eaters.
Eh sherman so funny!
Queueing for donuts kay..
WE PONNED CHINESE TUTORIAL TOGETHER. WHOLE CLASS MAN.
And our chinese teacher's the b_____ teacher in school, or so we heard.
We love camwhoring.
At the gallery!
So cute.
Jumping shots always ALWAYS always make my day :D
Yeah, looking through the pictures that I took with the friends I made in SAJC..
Made me so happy. And this happiness lasted me throughout the whole day.
Except the occasional MSN convos about my results arent very joyous..
But damn, I'm gonna miss you guys a whole load.
And I can cry right now just thinking about our separation.
We were MSNing about it and they were like, "Sometimes I wished I never went for first 3 mth.. Then I wouldnt have left behind so much."
Damn.
Its damn depressing :(
I love you guys and please promise okay.
Its so difficult to find people like you guys and its such a once in a lifetime thing.
I remembered Colleen saying,"Its so difficult to find people that you can click with.. imagine us hanging out with ________"
I know what you mean.
It'd be hard to find a kickass group of people like OG7 with sucha caring OGL(he melted our hearts when he played the school hymn and sang along with it on the piano!) who adviced me a whole lot..
I'll probably lose a part of me when we all fade into our own lives..
11:30 p.m. - 2007-02-11
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