mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Just feel it

Maur darling and stupid quiet(nicknames btw) came over just to pass my BARLEY.
wth i know!
but zomg, such a sweet gesture.SO SWEET :D
i love you malingshu <3 really do.

Well, to my dearest malingshu. Thanks so much for everything. I can't express all these in words, and I'd be too speechless to say anything face to face..
Thanks alot for your small little gestures. Its really heartwarming.
I'm sorry we had that little misunderstanding hahah! It was so funny wasn't it.
Us thinking exactly the same thing about each other and then only voicing it out after it, only to realise how silly we are.
Haiiyaaa. I love you man. You're so lovely. hahah *smooches you* thanks for the barley man!

(oh yah I wrote a note specially for her cos she sent me barley today :D)

You know, being at the crossroads of your life can be a struggle at times..
I still am in one.
I thought things would've been easy.
I thought, it'd be easy to keep in contact with my close friends and I'd try to meet them as much as possible..
Little did I know that I'd be so attached to my school.

Dammit, I have to admit to this.
My school is like, on my mind constantly and I look forward SO MUCH to school okay!
And sad to say, it is much more fun than secondary school.
Maybe because studies was priority or something.. but everyone gotta admit that those years of secondary school was a rocky one.(but you guys rock still :D)

I didn't expect to get myself so attached to my OG mates you know.. You guys are so much more fun than OBS people.. than the best camp in sec 2 cos I bonded with the whole group damn well..

It sucks to get so attached, and then you gotta pinch yourself and give yourself a reality check.
You know, it isn't easy to keep in contact with people whom you don't meet often.
You'd be drifting apart in a snap.
People will go in and out of your life just like that..
And it sucks. It really do.

In a few months time, I'm gonna look back and get all upset about this cos I've made such great friends.. But yet we arent as close anymore.
The distance do matter you know..

And you know, there's always a "this time its gonna be different".
But you know its not true.
It gonna be the same.
History's gonna repeat and nobody can do anything to salvage the situation..
Everyone's gonna be busy and yes, even though they wanna catch up, circumstances wouldn't allow, would it?

I'm not being emo.. I'm just thinking about things. And its sad cos you can't do much no?
Listening to old skool songs and all the sad songs made me reflect. Does it have that effect on you? ha!

I'm sorry to my close friends(you guys know you are) if you feel that we aren't as close as before.
Being in a whole new environment just engulfed me entirely and I'm so wrapped up in it.
And yes Jeanie, you are normal. I think about "olden days" too haha!
Wished that we could all be like we were in the past.. Lost Juveniles and all that stuff.
I still have the letters by the way.

I feel really super duper happy that I'm having such a blast in school,and I feel happy for others who are feeling the same.
Somehow I feel all of us are slowly losing a part of ourselves..
I do miss hanging out with my old friends.But it seems that time doesn't allow.
Call me whenever you guys can yeah? You have a place in my heart still. Always.

This phase of my life isn't easy you know.I'm afraid of time slipping through my fingers like sand do,and I won't be able to get back the moment.
I love you guys from OG7. Really do. From the bottom of my heart :)
You guys.. are really the bomb. And I don't care if I sound corny but I can't wait for school to start because I'd give up polytechnic just to hang with you guys everyday :D
And because we made so many plans together!

Funny how easily people come together in a whole new environment and how easy they are to open their hearts and welcome everything.
Lets hope we wouldnt hurt each other that easily as time goes..

Where'd you go?
I miss you so
Seems like its been forever that you've been gone

10:15 p.m. - 2007-01-14

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