mizmich's Diaryland
Diary
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Running everywhere
Past few days have been really awesome(EFFIN FUN). Learnt loads of new card games and you know, everytime a new game starts, I was like, so fricking blur I can't stand it. Rawwrrrr. I think I stone too much. Yayness. I can't wait for monday to come! Pool and dinner and we're gonna go to some ulu place cos its cheap! woooo GO OG7. And as my msn nick says, OG7 KICKS MORE ASS THAN ANY OF YOU PHONIES. roaaaarrr Oh yes, we're now known as "bimbotic" because of carin. HAHHAH. Carin calls Joshua. A girl picks up the phone. Carin says,"I called for Joshua, so why is it a girl?!" hahahaah its like dkljgsldkgjsdlk.hahahh bimboticness is like a disease. Signed up for CCAs yesterday and omfg. I signed up for 4. I wanted many more, but eh, so limited :( Cheerleading was a definite no-no, because I don't want some dude to feel me up or touch my ass or have an instructor slap my thigh(he surely gets high on it) But jane joined, SO GO JANE ANYWAY! WOOOOO I signed up for like,culinary and baking club(?!),dance(yay!),band(haha shut up) and photographic club(yes ah!). WOOOOO how to attend all?No idea but I'll try anyway :| Went for band today, and we tried out all the instruments. I wanna get into percussion :( I dont wanna play brass instruments or whatever. I want percussion. XYLOPHONE to be exact. But anyways, chances of me not attending band is pretty high, but I hope I get into dance anyway. Oh why do I care so much anyway, I'm not gonna stay on in SAJC. Hmmm,and this got me really thinking. Poly's gonna have NAFA for our year(at least,thats what i heard), so I gotta strike off NAFA as cons if i attended a JC. And workload's super duper heavy. I gotta start reading my notes like today already cos I fell asleep during a few of my lectures. Not to mention, I dont wanna run for PE :( Running's so not my thing and I'd rather be studying than running!!! grrrrr Oh yes, I felt a little upset today.. Not saying why cos its a personal matter. I don't even know why I'm feeling this way. I hope things doesn't turn out that way. grrr I would be so annoyed..I don't even wanna attend school because of it. And please please dont let it happen, oh God, please. thank you. *prays hard* Went IKEA(its not pronounced as ee-ki-yah, its pronounced as.. erm.. help anyone?) and my mum and sis ended up bickering in the car? I was woken up from my sleep(cos I've fallen ill okay.) in the car and I was like, wide-eyed or something. yay then I finally slept. I HEART SLEEPING COS SLEEPING'S REALLY HOT. :| As you can see, I'm waivering between feeling meloncholy and happy. I'm stuck in between. I just don't know how to feel sometimes. Just like today. I was so worrisome about some matter, and it was constantly on my mind. Is this gonna happen?Will they..? It was like in my mind most of the time, and maybe my face could tell. I didn't wanna do anything. I told myself, I better get some sleep so time can slip away and it'll all be over by then. :( what is this. I hope history doesn't repeat itself. But if it does, I think I'll be able to live through it. At least I was there once. I hope nothing's happening. I think I'm worrying too much.
6:48 p.m. - 2007-01-13
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