mizmich's Diaryland Diary
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Save me from myself
HAHAH so cute! love you malingshu :)
Yah yah, its the samsung thingo!
(loss at words)
My cousin's so cute and fat. tsk.
ANYWAYYYYY don't ask me why I posted those pics.Just felt like reminiscing.. Yes yes. Emo post? (i can do it better than vanessa :P)
(on a side note, I LOVE MY OG! LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE. Everyday's christmas,like what kane said, with you guys! :D)
And I'm down with fever. greeeeat.
I'm currently having so much fun in SAJC that I feel so caught up in the moment. So.. So thrilled and excited and I couldn't stop thinking about my OG!
Damn. You know, it was to the point that I couldn't stop blabbering/thinking about it. I could go on and on and on.. and all of it can be summed up in a "I'm-obssessed-with-my-friends-in-SAJC"
Then I stopped myself. I told myself to stop talking about it already.
I was super duper happy that I'm having such an awesome time with them, but somehow I feel that in some ways, maybe I've neglected my friends.
I don't know but.. I'm afraid that I may moving on too fast, and 6 months down the road, we'd all just be hi-bye friends.Its sad isn't it..
I'm happy for you guys. I really am. I'm glad that all of you are moving on, having fun, getting new jobs, hanging out with whoever you want to..
I'm not feeling left out. I just feel a bit sad how everyone promised to keep in contact, but it was just something nice to say.
I feel barriers being lifted back up when I thought that it was my comfort zone.
Maybe its me PMSing or maybe I've changed or maybe you're changing. I don't know.
I get annoyed easily somehow, and it took me quite some time to bite my tongue and stop myself from being bitchy.
I don't know what's happening. I think its me. Its just me.
Its just me imagining all these in my head.
And its eating me up inside because I never knew I'd get so attached and thought no one could measure up.
Its just me. its me.
I don't mean harm.. I don't know what I'm saying okay. fine fine.
Afterall, we're our own (wo)man.And I'd be alone at the end anyway.
So just live in the moment.
(but I'm just afraid the moment might just slip away..)
Its funny how things can be up and down in just about a minute flat.
How I can just turn from happy to annoyed.
Well, maybe everyone's happier this way.
Just in case you needed to know, I think things have changed.and I don't want things to go down from there.tell me how to make it better.
9:12 p.m. - 2007-01-11
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