mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Dear XXX

I guess you think the whole world's against you (as usual). But don't you ever do self-reflection?

You think your mother wants to show you black face everytime you come back home?
Have you ever thought of the things you said that might have caused all these unhappiness?

Yes, it takes 2 to clap.
But have you thought about where you have gone wrong instead of emphasizing on the other party's flaws?
Have you ever thought of what you have said or done?
Have you never ever done anything like that?

All of us have faults.Yes, and i'll admit mine.
And you'll probably say(and so will everyone think like that), nobody likes to admit their faults.
C'mon, who does?
But how many times has this happened? And how many times do you want this to happen already?

You know..
People don't live forever. They won't stay there forever.
Maybe you've gone past the phase of being afraid of death. Being afraid of losing the people you love to death.
But, I hope you'd cherish your family, instead of running off to some guy that give you temporary bliss.

Afterall, blood is thicker than water.

You're a possessive girlfriend, and you've admitted to it.
But can you please spare a thought for your family?
And for yourself?

Don't you find it silly to be living in some other guy's house and not let your parents worry like hell because all they want is to protect their child?
Don't you think its worrying if your daughter were to turn her back(or smth) like you did?
Don't you find it WORRYING to have your daughter somewhere else?
Dammit, I'd want to protect my own child like hell.

Don't you get it?!

Can't you see things from this view?
Can't you stop doing what you always do?
It always seem like your own family is last the the list of your priority.

And you know what else is funny, you throwing everything away for a guy.
Your friends.. your fun life.
I used to envy the fun you had with your friends.

Now, all I can say is that, I feel like I can't do anything to help. Cos only you can help yourself.

Maybe you'd say that I haven't seen the whole picture.. But this is the impression you left me with.
Like how you backed out on us just to rush somewhere else for a guy...

Maybe you think I think too much. But really..
Have you done your part in the relationships around you?
Be it your friends.. your family..
I know you done alot for that guy.
I know you done alot for your ex boyfriends..

Somehow, I dont see it in the way you treat your family.
You probably think your so gracious by shutting up when someone's saying something..
But what would be even better, is that you stop acting the way you do everytime something goes wrong.

But I guess, ignorance is bliss for now.
And for now, all I can do is to show my disliking for the side of you I can't stand.
Somehow, I'm saying all these because I care.

about you.

6:53 p.m. - 2006-12-24

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