mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Zapped

I'm tired.
I don't know how anyone can get tired other than attending schools and stuff.
How can anyone can tired from enjoying themselves?

The last thing I need right now is some silly ideological differences that further irritates me more than anything.
I know all of us have different concepts on different situations.. And maybe I just want to brainwash them with my thinking(haha so mean. zomg)

Sometimes I can get so ticked and irritated.. But what can I do?
Really.
What can anyone do if no one listens?
Its the same for every situation.
There's only so much I can get some facts into anyone's thick numbskull.. But the whole decision lies in their hands, don't they?

I'm tired of it already. I'm tired of the way sometimes I act. I'm sorry if I did force anything on you..
But in the end, I stopped and gave in, didn't I?
Didn't I say anything and let you lead the way?
I guess compromising's the way.Even though I might not like it one bit..(oh yes please, its not to anyone.im tired of explaining)

My energy bar's gonna be zapped real soon.. And soon, it'll be mental strength all the way.
i think all I need is sleep.

Decisions,decisions.
Even tiny decisions like buying a chocolate bar kills a couple of brain cells.
I never knew I could be so indecisive.
I told myself never to be like others, I must be decisive. I must know what I want.
And look where I've gone.

I don't know what I'm saying but it just all sums up to a "I-really-need-sleep".

I thought I let the negativity go but somehow, life goes in a circle.
Remember that karma phrase?
What goes around,comes around. What goes up must come down.
I'm not saying I'm getting my negative karma or whatever, but I've let it go for far way too long.
I thought I could keep it locked somewhere and be carefree..
But sometimes.. Things just keep falling back to you.

And I love umbrellas!
Whoever invented umbrellas is a genius. PURE GENIUS.
Gosh, walking in the rain is so.. I don't know.
Some sort of weird happiness just zapped into me and I shut maureen up by repeating "I LOVE UMBRELLAS!" all the way.
oh yay, I should go find a mod-retro sort of umbrella. Mod's so cute

I think I'm tired from the constant giving.

11:21 p.m. - 2006-12-19

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