mizmich's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Birthdays? zommgggg! I've been reeeeally busy(say it like weeeely bah-zai, dont ask why) and I guess, its been taking my mind off loaaads of stuff so yay, i'm a busy lady y'all! AND GUESS WHAT?! MY BIRTHDAY'S IN LIKE AN HOUR AND 29 MINS WOOOOO. Okay, so as you grow older, you realised that birthday's are pretty much just another day. well oh well, I've partially given up the idea of having any presents or surprises and have taken to receiving smses and greetings. I guess I can now safely say, birthdays are not really special anymore. Ever since a few years ago, I think the magic was lost somewhere.Or maybe its only for me. (listens to depressing songs) Or maybe its because I started growing up and did not want parties because I don't want to bother my parents. Or maybe because my parents thought that I'd have the thinking that I'd rather spend it with friends than them.And then my friends would think that I'd rather spend it with my family and poof, nothing happens right :p No, i'm not hinting or whatsoever,but maybe one day my wish of having a birthday that I've always wanted might come true.. but till then, I can dream can't i? This applies to Christmas too.. hah I get a fuzzy feeling everytime I think of such occasions. I still want that magic to happen but I don't know what. *shrugs* I guess everyone's growing up too fast. hahaha alrighty.tells self to not expect anything. but i still love you guys.. even though u dont love me that much <3 hahah ok i know my darling momo does :] NP RED CAMP STARTED TODAAAYY and I fell asleep while the boring SL were busy talking. yawwwn. I got my first present and its scary. 10:31 p.m. - 2006-11-30 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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