mizmich's diary

mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Packed up

Weeeee chalet's today and zomg, I haven't packed my bag :|
Its gonna be super packed this week cos i've got chalet till wed. and then concert's on wed. and then NP camp on thursday to saturday.

AND OMG CRY! BECAUSE MY BIRTHDAY FALLS ON THE 2ND DAY OF NP CAMP :(

Weeee I've got loads to blog about but I think I like have to really go and pack my bag or something. Hope chalet's fun *Crosses fingers*

Okay, so i decided to make a list of what I want.. or like.. or erm well, something. I don't know why. hahaha :D

Oh dear,my mind went blank :| ermm..

OH YES, I'd like..

1.DSLR camera woooo. Except I don't really know how cameras really work, but i'll figure that out.. soon.

2. All of POSTSECRET bookssss. Its so cool.

3.Clothes,accessories blah blah blah :o (so typical of me hah!)

4.Leg warmers of arm warmers! hahah

5.Loads of outings with frieendss :D shower me loooveeee. hahah wth

okay this is getting so lame. i really cant think of anything. my nails are like looking really screwed. hahah random.

i've been hanging with molula alot. omg i'll get sick of maur. HAHAH kidding. will not see lala for 3 dayss. awww but we'll go for cheap buffet and movies and err loads of other silly shit we planned.

some people are spoiling my mood when i think of them. tsk *shakes head* They say one thing and mean another.I don't know how they can keep up with the pretense but they're really good at it huh. its so random but still.

Talking to lala about some people.. they made me think why must there be so much politics around us. why can't they just be nice and just say, you know what? let's move on.

Its sick to think of people doing it to their own.and hey hey hey, what would you know? soon i'd be one of the people they'll kick aside. But its alright. It always happen doesn't it? Who needs a big bunch of friends who have a thousand faces and generally don't give a shit about you when you can have just a close knit group of friends?

The severity of selfishness just eats me up inside so much. I don't think I can trust as easily as I could as before because I'll probably spend more time doubting them already.

I'm so glad I'm moving on. Of course,its not easy to let go of the past close relationships I had.But spending time away from them will probably ease uneasiness between us and I just hope that the future isn't so bleak :)