mizmich's Diaryland Diary

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Thank you.

I just don't get it. Am I such a popular topic to harp on? Go on and learn from my mistakes, i don't care. But don't pinpoint me for what I did not do.

And to make it clear, i'm not pinpointing anyone right now, and neither was i in my previous previous previous entry.Its to the general. go on thinking what you want, but i'll say it now and again and again, i cant do anything to change your narrow minded brain anyway.

I can see people talking and yada yada yada.Ooh she did this ooh she did that.huh really ah?I dont believe it man,now i know who she is.
screw you, are you that immature? Just grow up.

I hope you guys are much better than viewing things from one angle and making silly judgements based on that. Its a life lesson.Learn early.

From all the misunderstandings that I've heard of and have gone through, everything's based on hearsay and people basically just hearing from one side and conjuring up dumb perceptions that only ppl with so much time on their hands can think of.
Nobody ever thought of thinking about both sides and actually considered how the other person might feel and so on.

So, are you one the judgemental ones?

I can't believe I seemed like such a person to many.I'm selfish, LOW blah blah.I'm not everything basically a perfect girl is deemed to be.
And to think they don't know and understand me any better. Thanks alot.

I don't like things to be dealt in the bitter manner. You piss me, I piss you. Where the hell can anyone go on from there?Whats wrong with talking things out? And of course, this is my own personal life, i deal with the person myself, i dont need anybody's help thank you very much.

And to add it on, I can sense a loophole somewhere,adding on fuel to the fire.I don't know man. Things are so confusing and no one wants to listen. How many times can I initiate? There's only so much one party can do, and the other party must play a part too right? after all,it takes two hands to clap.

Being bitter and fired up is not good in situations like this, and if I wanna made things any worse, I'd have just dumped all my fury right there and then. Why did you think I hold back? Of course because I care. DO YOU?
I'm sure I'm feeling the way I am because I give a damn,and not what you perceived me to be.

If you choose to believe those other sources and not hear from the REAL person myself, then thats it already right. Its between us and not anyone else. And if that anyone else dares to screw things up(which i know),i'll personally just kick that person's ass. So much for trust.

Its funny isn't it. How much trust you placed on a particular person you thought you could have trusted despite knowing that person cant be trusted due to other sources telling you. How much you thought you could've helped that person changed, but in the end, it backfired.

And you got played out in the end.
ha, nice one.

9:41 p.m. - 2006-10-09

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